Wednesday, January 6, 2010 @ Wednesday, January 06, 2010
fuck it.
so this past few days..
ok! who am i kidding?! it's been 1 month & 1 week that i haven't blogged since i'm reaaaally lazy and lost my 'inspiration' -.-"
well, truth is i'm bloggin in somewhere private where i can..
1) rant about really really random & boliao things people REALLY can't be bothered about.
e.g. "Dear my OTHER blog, had a sprinkle-esque diarrhoea today.. it splattered all over the surroundings of the water hole(where the shit is supposed to land). Stood above the toilet bowl, stroking my chin(still haven't wash my hands yet..) attempting to read my fecal matter.
It told me not to be a greedy arse and eat too much chilli padi.
Shitload(*snortle* so punny!!) of love, Cerelia"
2) bitch about people that really annoy me even for the slightest matter such as..
well, i'm not going to say since you're going to perceive me as petty but i'm not petty!
i merely just have an extensive range of pet peeves. HA-RUMPH!
and no one likes to hear about people bitching about other people(esp if i'm talking about you! then hoo-boy! AWKWARD..)
ok.. i don't mind hearing other people bitch about other people(not too harsh ones, of course! if not, it'll break my fragile heart..) esp if we're both offended by the same person.
3)swoon about swoon worthy guys.
*sigh*
what else can i say, when you're in like/lust/love, you can't help but ramble on about how awesome that person is(even if you barely know him..*ahem*) & R-rated dreams you had about him.. *wiggle eyebrow*
but well.. i'm a teenage girl with raging hormones therefore i am excused!
but in fear of coming across as a lovelorn fangirl-esque(bloody nuisances btw.)/horny testosterone charged girl, i do all my swooning there.
ok! so i don't post my sexual fantasies there cus i have difficulties*cough* expressing my visualizations into words.*cough*
and thanks to my dear awesome friends ;alicia, atikah, gunadi(who i haven't had a good catching up session with since he came back), tiffany; for being so understanding and patient while i yak about he-who-must-not-be-named.
haha..
did anybody actually get that last part?
PSSSSH. bet you didn't know, it was from harry potter.
bloody muggles.. *grumbles*
4)this part kinda refers to the above *points upwards*
where i spill my feelings about my friends & how they can make me feel sooooo loved & appreciated but at times(rarely, like 5%) soooo unworthy & feel like they are not reciprocating my feelings & the things i've done for them.
but friends have their ups and downs, and my downs mostly have me being all glum & snappy cus i have my period & i'm a pms-ing bitch who's more dangerous then groucho marx & ebenezer scrooge mixed together.
and i feel that if i'm always like 'oh, my friends are sooooo awesome!' 'i love my friends!' 'so glad to have blahblahblah in my life!', when i say this i really DO mean it.
but i feel that people might read this as me trying too hard to make my life seem perfect(which is PERFECTLY not PERFECT btw.) & trying to make it up in one way or another. *wiggles eyebrow*
yeah.. i'm talking about you. telling everyone how big your 'tripod' is..
but we all know your 'portobello' is a 'enoki'..
haha.. that conversation was to no one in particular.
SEE! that's why i need another space cus i tend to have imaginary scenarios with myself.
5) posting lyrics or poetry or excerpts from books that i've read.
the problem with lyrics or poetry is people tend to interpret that i'm going through or thinking exactly like the content of what i posted.
but i can't help it if i hear or read something meaningful & beautiful that i'd like to share.
honestly, most people like picture posts & i'm the exact opposite cus i can't be bothered to go to photobucket to upload, then wait for a fucking long time(DSLR mah), then think of things to write AND copy&paste gajillion pictures..
jin susah lah.
ok! am tired!
really am!
this is not an excuse to end this post and go blog in my other blog.
haha..
made myself seem suspicious by typing the above.
ah well.
off to beddy bye.
oh and having the other blog doesn't have me racking my brain trying to find a rather pretentious & cool sounding title for every blog entry.
Wednesday, January 6, 2010 @ Wednesday, January 06, 2010
fuck it.
so this past few days..
ok! who am i kidding?! it's been 1 month & 1 week that i haven't blogged since i'm reaaaally lazy and lost my 'inspiration' -.-"
well, truth is i'm bloggin in somewhere private where i can..
1) rant about really really random & boliao things people REALLY can't be bothered about.
e.g. "Dear my OTHER blog, had a sprinkle-esque diarrhoea today.. it splattered all over the surroundings of the water hole(where the shit is supposed to land). Stood above the toilet bowl, stroking my chin(still haven't wash my hands yet..) attempting to read my fecal matter.
It told me not to be a greedy arse and eat too much chilli padi.
Shitload(*snortle* so punny!!) of love, Cerelia"
2) bitch about people that really annoy me even for the slightest matter such as..
well, i'm not going to say since you're going to perceive me as petty but i'm not petty!
i merely just have an extensive range of pet peeves. HA-RUMPH!
and no one likes to hear about people bitching about other people(esp if i'm talking about you! then hoo-boy! AWKWARD..)
ok.. i don't mind hearing other people bitch about other people(not too harsh ones, of course! if not, it'll break my fragile heart..) esp if we're both offended by the same person.
3)swoon about swoon worthy guys.
*sigh*
what else can i say, when you're in like/lust/love, you can't help but ramble on about how awesome that person is(even if you barely know him..*ahem*) & R-rated dreams you had about him.. *wiggle eyebrow*
but well.. i'm a teenage girl with raging hormones therefore i am excused!
but in fear of coming across as a lovelorn fangirl-esque(bloody nuisances btw.)/horny testosterone charged girl, i do all my swooning there.
ok! so i don't post my sexual fantasies there cus i have difficulties*cough* expressing my visualizations into words.*cough*
and thanks to my dear awesome friends ;alicia, atikah, gunadi(who i haven't had a good catching up session with since he came back), tiffany; for being so understanding and patient while i yak about he-who-must-not-be-named.
haha..
did anybody actually get that last part?
PSSSSH. bet you didn't know, it was from harry potter.
bloody muggles.. *grumbles*
4)this part kinda refers to the above *points upwards*
where i spill my feelings about my friends & how they can make me feel sooooo loved & appreciated but at times(rarely, like 5%) soooo unworthy & feel like they are not reciprocating my feelings & the things i've done for them.
but friends have their ups and downs, and my downs mostly have me being all glum & snappy cus i have my period & i'm a pms-ing bitch who's more dangerous then groucho marx & ebenezer scrooge mixed together.
and i feel that if i'm always like 'oh, my friends are sooooo awesome!' 'i love my friends!' 'so glad to have blahblahblah in my life!', when i say this i really DO mean it.
but i feel that people might read this as me trying too hard to make my life seem perfect(which is PERFECTLY not PERFECT btw.) & trying to make it up in one way or another. *wiggles eyebrow*
yeah.. i'm talking about you. telling everyone how big your 'tripod' is..
but we all know your 'portobello' is a 'enoki'..
haha.. that conversation was to no one in particular.
SEE! that's why i need another space cus i tend to have imaginary scenarios with myself.
5) posting lyrics or poetry or excerpts from books that i've read.
the problem with lyrics or poetry is people tend to interpret that i'm going through or thinking exactly like the content of what i posted.
but i can't help it if i hear or read something meaningful & beautiful that i'd like to share.
honestly, most people like picture posts & i'm the exact opposite cus i can't be bothered to go to photobucket to upload, then wait for a fucking long time(DSLR mah), then think of things to write AND copy&paste gajillion pictures..
jin susah lah.
ok! am tired!
really am!
this is not an excuse to end this post and go blog in my other blog.
haha..
made myself seem suspicious by typing the above.
ah well.
off to beddy bye.
oh and having the other blog doesn't have me racking my brain trying to find a rather pretentious & cool sounding title for every blog entry.
