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Tuesday, September 29, 2009 @ Tuesday, September 29, 2009
love will come through

HELLO HOEY MCWHOERS!


i haven't updated in awhile and i'm sick of starting my blogpost with this sentence..
BUT!
i'm waaaaay too lazy to update.
and study.
which is why i wonder what the fuck am i doing.
i don't really know.
my life pretty much consist of me waking up and then blank then i'm off to bed.
what i typed up there*points* was boring and rant-ey.
i've really lost my mojo to blog.
nothing much to say.
life's good btw.

anyhoo, just here to put up this song which i lavalavaLOVE right now.
soooooooooo hypnotizing and don't know how to describe.
but amazing.. LIKE DUH!

wahlao.
i can't help it the songs i like just so happens to have the word 'love' in it cus honestly most songs are about love.
i'm not in love or desperate to fall in love or have a boyfriend. (ok.. i wonder sometimes.. keyword: sometimes)
i mean i've never dated before, and c'mon 7 years (counting from my 1st crush when i was pr3 to now) w/o dating anyone!
what's another 1 measly,puny year being single compared to that?!
and i've always wondered, does falling in love mean you like someone or currently dating someone and that's what you feel??
and does dating mean, you're 'official' or just 'testing the waters'??
*giggles* feel like a 7yr old girl asking her sister questions.

my post on the whole 'love' thing?
well, DUH.
don't people have those quote websites where most of them are about life, love and just about everything else?
well, why can't i have it too?
i like sectioning them into lil' topics and posting them.
just because i post about suicide doesn't mean i'm going to do anything rash right?
i mean hasn't everyone thought of it at least once..

oooooh.
i'm ranting.
apparently, i have much to say.
i sidetrack too much.
how did i get from just wanting to post a music video turn to talking about suicide?


ok, off to bed.
bye.

another new day means another torturous day of battling the bulge.
you can do it cerelia!
I. WILL. BE. SLIM.

not skinny cus skinny screams 'SPENDS TOO MUCH TIME FRETTING AND COUNTING CALORIES'
whereas slim is more of 'man.. this figure? i don't spend my days counting calories cus i'm far too fabulous eating like a normal person and all this was all Godsent'
which duh! isn't true.
but being too skinny screams 'desperate' to me.
don't you think so?
i'm weird.
i rant.
and i'm off to bed now.